Dreams.. what do they mean anyway?

Waking up I'm thinking, that was a bit strange. I have been having dreams about exs lately. Yeah, exs.. does this mean I'm not content in my marriage that I am dreaming about exs? Its almost alarming. I spent five years with a man that I loved to no end. Loved and let get away with everything he wanted to do. But, when it came to something I wanted to do it was like pulling teeth with him.

Dell was the cool guy, socially blessed, and needless to say his style was way better than mine. When we parted ways, it was almost civil. I say almost because he was very good at hiding feelings, as am I. He ripped up our pictures, and when I started to cry, he told me he did it to see if I still cared. Of course I cared, however, I was getting older, and I need to find someone that was interested in the same things I was, not someone who would probably never grow up, and wanted to go party all the time. I was getting older without him.

I remember something about Dell living in an apartment, he was not home, but I had a key. I let myself in, I find that he has been in a relationship with someone else. At this point I am overcome with sadness, and anger. Dell shows up, and I am shocked at how good looking he still is, (even in my dream, needless to say i have not seen him for 3 years now). He is shirtless, and I run into his arms while he tells me he still cares. Then I ask " why would you still care, I have a child now. He is not yours". Then the scene changes, we are standing by the window in his apartment and the building is shaking. I look up to see an airplane dangerously close to colliding with the apartments across the street. I ask, " Doesn't that freak you out? It could come crashing into your house, just like that!"  I look up and see college girls in their bathing suits exiting the top floor apartment across the street. They are all laughing and carefree, like an airplane didn't just come close to killing them all.

Is it wrong that, while that dream was so unreal, and crazy, I still tried my hardest to go back to sleep and continue it? (we all know that doesn't work.)